I hate that feeling when you randomly feel depressed. There is no warning, no apparent reason. It just happens. You feel empty, and you feel hopeless. And you just feel tired. As if you never want to move again. Then when someone asks you what's wrong, you can't say because there is nothing that comes to mind. Then you start thinking of what it could be, and you realize just how much is wrong. You know that feeling? Yeah, it sucks.
7119) Everything was going great until one thing happened. Now guess what? If this one thing happens my life will be great again and the people around me will also be happy. I hope it happens. I really do.
I miss the way you used to fill me with confidence. the way you used to make me feel, like you actually gave a damn. the way you'd offer to hold my hand. and everything else that meant something to me. i can guarantee that not one of those things were a sign to show me you liked me, and i'll never get over the fact that i liked you for that long period of time & yet not even the slightest thing happened between us. looking back helps me realize that i'm glad i didn't take that chance to tell you how i felt. Because the way you treat me now definitely shows me another side of you i wish i never got to know. but there's also that other side of me that wishes i told you all my feelings when i was almost positive you felt the same only because we might have actually had something more that what we have now today. can we please rewind time? i miss you, the old you that is.
do you know how it feels? to have the guy you love hurt you? to watch him be with someone else? to find out all your ‘friends’ really hate you? to never of met your father/mother? to be insecure? to be ashamed of your weight? to always try and be societys version of perfect? to never feel like your good enough?
Yeah, being single is fun because you have all the freedom to talk and flirt with other people. But sometimes, it gets lonely too. You’ll miss the feeling of being in a relationship. Making fun of each other, non-stop texting, random calls, surprises, kissing and all those intimate moments. Those insignificant fights, are some of the things you will long for.